So many things happend this week. I can't even say if i am happy or angry or sad or whatever ....
but what i have to say is : TEACHERS ARE SO ANNOYING !
Yesterday my mother bough me painting canvas *o* and acrylic colors (half price yay *o*)
So i was thinking what about do draw my favourite thing from childhood ? I decided to draw something like small mountain
In our village there is also something like legend for it : On the special day treasures are opening (i don't remember which day -.-" ) [this will be also in my manga *o* sorry i am on notebook so i can't uload a photo >.<]
So as i was looking for the photo i found photos which i took in summer camp !! ( actally i didn't remember that i took photos XDDD ) I found our art trade , hentai picture , me drawing (i look ugly -.-" ) and my lovely contryside which i loved that much >///< i was looking at that photo and saying "wow this is beautiful... did i take this photo ? but i don't remember.. but it seems do familiar.... AAAAAH I KNOW ! IT'S FROM SUMMER CAMP ! and than i remembered what my friend said to me while sitting on that legendar bench :
- "Wow your drawings are wonderful.. why won't you make a story from this ... and what about future ? do you plan to continue ? and-"
- i replied : " There are milions of people who are better than me. There are milions people who draw same as me . There are bilions of people who are worse than me "
-"but it doesn't matter right ? "
- "i've already decided ....... that i will try my very best ^^"
People - why do you always say "it's impossible, i don't like it , i can't do that " when you didn't even try it or put your best to it ? I hate this . For example my classmate - she is always saying "I hate that teacher ! cause of her i have 2 ! but it doesn't matter i can't change it. " (she had 2 weeks )
I already said - when you put your very very VERY best for something , it will change and you will also be happier
Believe me . I tried it severaly times and even now when i recall my memory it make me happy
If you want example, that my example is my halloween work
. I have it above my bed and everytime when something bad happens i take a look at that and say "it was even worse and i am alive so ganbare ! "
And do you want to know what difficult thing i a going to make now ? i know you want to know it XD
I am going to sey Nico nico douga TV icon !!§ (google it if you don't know ) i wonder if i will be able to do it with my no-abilities with sewing XDDDD but as title says : i will just give my best